Saturday, July 03, 2010!
HandWritten on; 9:33 PM
many things have been happening which i havent been updating about. wonder where did my zest (?) for blogging disappeared to. anyway, i just came home from pharmacy camp on thursday, super shagged, but didnt even sleep much in the end even though camp was over. met some freshies at the camp who loved playing cards. and yes i met chit too. after so long, the place we meet at is actually at a camp haha, and last night we were actually talking about neoprints from long ago with gummy bears :D after sp night was still spent at alameen with jiayuan zhixue nicholas and max talking over supper till 4am omgosh haha. i always do this kind of things which make me damn tired but i wont regret them cause they are hard to come by. :)
now its RAG. what has been on my mind the whole time, well i will get through it (: its just so stressful. some things some will never understand. sigh. oh yeah, i drove today, i went to soo many places. its like the first time the instructor brought me out of bukit batok. drove past jurong east to clementi, used the flyover my mom always used to get us home, then to bukit batok, then to choachukang, passed by my house (and thinking i might as well stop the car and go home), yew tee and back to bbdc. hahaha, funny. dont think this happens often. usually i dont even see learner cars around this district, not to matter clementi road/bukit timah side.
i remember my friend meijun used to have this ...phrase on her fb, the place where it says "write something about yourself", she wrote: i have so many different personalities in me. yet i still feel lonely. i always thought its quite a cool quote thing. i think its very true in my case.
i love this coconut jelly thing which is in my fridge now im going to eat it soon :D:D highlight of the day hahaha. oh i forgot to mention now im very scared of my phone's ringtone i dont knw why i just panic when my phone starts to ring its like everyone's forever wanting me to be somewhere and do so much more than what i can be up to. im scared. this happens to me everytime i use a ringtone for some time. im going to change it now.
i need to find peace in my heart. & when i am able to do that, i can do anything.